amazing.. tdys oni the first day of freedom n i oredi sian diao.. muz b the job seeking thing.. yest was toking to my cousin n she got teaching contract.. so tats one person off the list of jobless people.. den juz now was toking to my fren who got job in bank.. he said he rejected 2 IT jobs which he got from career fair! his results r slightly worse than mine.. n i went for career fair oso.. y i no job offer! T.T
den this morn some idiot deprived me of internet connection for like 2+ hrs.. muz b his tat-time-of-mth acting up again.. so i watched hikaru no go n running on karma.. but hikaru no go i oni got up to ep 10.. sian.. den running on karma watched halfway no subtitles n its in cantonese.. sian.. no idea wat the later half of the show is abt.. otherwise it shld b a pretty gd movie wif those thought-provoking stuff on karma.. haiz

so busy enjoying my long-awaited freedom tat i dun feel like blogging le.. lol
tdy's paper was so-so? not realli sure oso.. its ALL on the proj so its lucky i din spend too much time studying the lect notes n txtbk.. which is virtually useless.. aniway i juz wrote crap juz like wat i did in midterm lor.. depends on my luck.. if wat i crapped makes sense to him den gd lor.. if its crap den i dunno oso since its those u-dunno-means-u-dunno qn.. he said he will finish marking the papers quite fast n will post the results on his website nxt wk.. so i dun need to wait till results out to get a heart attack le..
after paper end den went lab to get the bks to return to sup n senior n oso clear away the indiscriminating evidence in my pc.. in case the person noes im using the pc for chatting n storing movies.. =X.. my fren went to return the bk to the sup.. heng its not mi cos she said the sup asked her y she nvr show her the report n how the evaluation went.. finished clearing liao den i went post office to post the application form to moe.. hopefully get gd news from them soon..
reached home liao n its anime n tv marathon! but i think it wont b soon b4 i get sick of it.. most prob i can oni slack till tues den have to go find job otherwise my mum will sure nag n nag n nag.. T.T.. by rite finish paper shld b v happi n excited but no leh i oni feel guilt-free when watching tv.. mayb cos i oredi start slacking a few days n enjoying hols in advance tats y no particular feeling of happiness.. lol
oh yah i got the stupid nkf card today.. think this time im going to hand in without writing my particulars.. last yr stupid mi tout i nvr tick the box to indicate tat i want the card this yr means they will respect my wishes n wont send it to mi.. who noes they so 霸道 to 硬塞 the card to mi.. @#$%! money money anibody want to donate money?

tdys exam is terrible.. n i got pang sei by 2 frens.. -_-
by rite supposed to meet fren after exam for dinner n return him his txtbk.. so i brought along the thick txtbk to sch.. but halfway to sch den he smsed to say hes not meeting me cos hes going home early after work.. -__-.. so i carried the bk to n fro sch for nthing..
after tat exam started.. listening compre was like shit.. they ramble so fast n nvr repeat.. so i juz agar agar.. den the grammar section shldddd beeee okkkkk i hope.. not v confid.. made 3 unforgivable stupid mistakes for vocab.. >.<.. den the writing section is abt writing letters!! i tout its writing essay n i din revise the letter writing format n the lor-so greetings.. shit... so i juz wrote based on my memory.. which of cos turned out all wrong.. wahhhhh... dui.. dun have a v gd feeling abt the exam.. after exam den my frens were like rushing to complain abt how the exam was etc n i was a bit irritated.. cos my sentences were cut off n i couldnt cut in n they were juz interested in toking abt their side of the story.. told them i mayb going fong seng to eat dinner n i tout one of them will b going oso cos she oso eating dinner outside.. walked to the interchange den she saw her bus come n she juz rushed after the bus n said she going clementi.. den she stopped for a while n asked mi if i want to go clementi n eat.. ok lor so i rushed after the bus oso but the stupid bus went off b4 we reached.. stone for a few min oni den she said she taking another bus to clementi n walked off.. -___-... so left mi standing there n den i saw a group of classmates.. discussed the ans for the listening n learnt tat we mostly chose the same ans.. felt slightly better.. den my bus came n on the bus i smsed my sis if got extra food.. she said my mum forgot tat im not eating dinner at home n cooked my share.. seems like my day is not tat bad afterall.. tmr have to start studying for the fri exam.. my fren asked mi wat to study n said she most prob will flunk the exam.. well i got nthing to say..

yawnz... tdy so tired.. yest phone conference till 2am.. toke lots of rubbish.. den tdy woke up at 7+.. by rite wanted to sleep somemore but den my mum kept waking mi up cos she wants mi to go down n bring up the breakfast she bought for them.. @#$% life's so unfair.. they can sleep like pigs n i have to wake up early to buy breakfast for them.. -__-
tdy v guai stay at home study for exam.. pang-sei them even though panda pig kept asking mi to go library.. cos still got mani things haven finish studying n if i go out n enjoy i think i will get retribution tmr.. if tmr is comp mod den mayb i heck care.. but tmr is jap exam!! its my life-saver.. score for tat mod n i shld b able to keep my lousy degree.. pray hard hard
haiz sian sian sian.. fri come faster!! y time pass so slow one.. zzz

tdy was supposed to go to ah ma's speech n drama exhibition n laff at him for wearing his so-called "damm weird" costume.. when my mum knew tat im going out wif panda pig she started rambling at y i keep hanging out wif her frens n not my bro's frens.. she n her warped n 龌龊 thinking.. even went to the extent of telling my bro to intro his frens, esp the one teaching panda pig physics, to mi so tat i dun hang out wif them so often.. all thx to her.. i think my bro muz b having a fun time laffing behind my back n thinking im some despo-pot.. the nxt time she toke rubbish i noe wat im going to say to defend myself..
aniway we still went n on the bus we were looking here n there for some landmark cos we not sure where the place is.. then we found it n went up.. oni to realise tat the place is v small n there were a lot of kids n we were so awkward standing there duno wat to do.. den we saw ah ma n his so-called weird costume.. ok wat looks normal except for the super high socks.. oni saw one woman reciting a few lines den the kids were ushered to another room.. dunno wat to do so we went out to eat lunch n wait for him n my cousin whos in the same speech n drama class oso.. ate some ex bak kut teh which doesnt taste as gd as its price indicates except for the soup.. but nvrm cos its a treat from panda pig for helping her out wif the project work.. hehe..
after lunch den went katong mall but all the shops closed so we walked to parkway n watch him play arcade.. after tat took bus home.. tats when something funni happened.. but i doubt it will funni when i write here.. aniway he saw his vj frens at the bus-stop so we stood a distance away cos he left his co early for the exhibition n was scared tat they would think tat he pon or something.. after tat board the bus liao den at the nxt bus-stop he saw vj ppl again so he used a piece of paper to cover his face lor.. who noes at the nxt bus-stop a vjc girl boarded up the bus n he pretended to hold the paper up to read.. prob is its quite obvious tat hes hiding his face n the gal was staring at him lor.. the three of us were like laffing away.. at first she was standing wif her back facing us so its still ok.. but a few stops later she sat down directly opposite us.. haha.. think he muz b super suay tdy.. after holding up the paper super high n pretending to read n looking so awkward den he switched to newsweek n after tat he juz covered his face n slept.. think the more he wants to hide his face the more suspicious he looks.. n i wondered wat he learnt from his speech n drama class.. his acting is v lousy.. lol

tdy is wait n wait n wait.. went to sch n meet fren for lunch but i end up waiting for 30 min.. cos her desktop crashed n the lab tech was asking her qn.. -_-.. after lunch went to the room to take a look.. saw my fren who has the same evaluators as mi pushing in his desktop to the room.. O.O.. tout he wld be presenting in the lab wif mi oso.. so end up im the oni one presenting in the lab n everybody got company in the room n theres one 不识相 guy surfing net in the lab somemore.. -_-..

so my lunch fren went to lab n help mi pin the poster on the gold styrofoam board but the poster kept dropping down.. -_-.. luckily it was 乖 enuff to stay put on the board when i was presenting.. got a tip off tat my fren evaluator evaluating the guy so he will be making his way to the lab soon.. so my heart was like pi-po-pi-po for the nxt 10 min.. u noe how agonising it is to wait or not.. cannot go toilet cannot surf net cannot chat can oni wait for him to spring surprise on u.. finally he arrived den i started lor.. not bad i think.. he was like hmm ok hmm ok throughout.. den i present a pretty cheapskate demo n he was like quite int in the board n asked a few qn which i nvr tout of b4.. so i juz smoked my way thru n shifted all the blame on the board.. said the board too laoya so cannot b too complicated cannot too mani instructions otherwise the board will explode.. den he ask can increase the memory of the board so tat my limitations wont exist? i oso dunno so i juz say the board too laoya cannot increase memory.. haha den he say ok n left.. after tat i got more confid n slightly more relaxed.. but after my fren tip off tat the other evaluator (call him tat wong fellow) is coming den my heart went pi-po-pi-po again.. cos my fren kena evaluated by him b4 mi

den again wait n wait until he came.. the moment he came in his face was like im-going-to-spot-all-ur-mistakes.. den i present halfway he cut mi off n ask qn.. even said tat my fren say she will output a graph but i say i got a file from her.. -__- tout i told her wat my prog wants oredi.. i juz act blur n carry on lor.. den all the way hes either frowning or deep in thought n i have to pause every now n den n wait for him to say ok.. -__-.. after tat he spotted loopholes in my proj n ask if i can do this do tat.. i say cannot den he say ok he juz wants to noe the limits of my proj.. -__-.. den ask wats the most diff part lor.. strange tat both evaluators ask the same thing.. den he asked mi how long i took to learn the software.. told him 1 mth.. he say got tutorials rite.. i say yah den i paused.. he said cos they r useless issit? i said cos they r different from wat im doing lor.. implying tat tats y i took so long to learn the software lah.. den he said of cos.. else if its the same den wat for u do ur hyp.. @#$%!.. after tat he 刁难 mi wif a few more qn den left.. both r evaluators n yet both so different.. my fren was like asking more out of curiosity n tat wong fellow is asking juz to spot my mistakes.. -__-.. at least both r 自动 enuff to come early so tat i dun need to wait the entire 3 hrs..

finally its over liao!! thinking of where to put my poster.. $10 throw away so wasted.. mayb can paste on the ceiling like some idol poster n stare at it to cure my insomnia.. haha

yeah im pissed off again.. im so easily pissed off hor.. all thx to NKF.. b4 u all think mi as some unsympathetic person i need to clarify tat im not against doing charity.. but at least respect my wishes ok..
ok lets toke from the beginning.. last sun was the nkf show rite.. at first tempted to donate cos i see their efforts mah.. esp the hanging upside down musicians.. but then tat cao qi tai like purposely let them hang there juz to coerce us into making more calls b4 letting them down.. walao so sadistic.. but end up i still called twice though not for tat segment cos my mum say she wants to donate lah.. but now i haven rcved ani $$ so i think most prob i donate out of my own pocket.. but cant complain oso cos its for charity.. fine..
now the pissed off thing.. some stupid woman wif heavy indian accent called to thank mi for helping out wif the nkf card last yr.. at first my sis picked up the phone n dunno who she looking for.. shld have told her wrong number.. den she asked mi if i want another card this yr.. i said can i say no? cos ppl dun like to donate this kind of stuff n i end up donating myself.. den tat woman use the soft tactic n pleaded n said wat u noe lots of ppl waiting for donations n they v poor thing.. can juz circulate the card around during wkends etc.. ya i noe but i hols liao n i will b holing up in my room wat.. so i juz diam diam n wait for her to get the hint.. but she still insist n ask if she can juz send mi ONE card.. walao wat can i say?! gave her my addr in the end n she say thank u so much n have a nice day.. pui u juz spoilt my day.. u noe how to respect mi or not? i oredi say i dun want n u force the card down my throat n make mi feel guilty as if im obliged to take the card like tat.. i donated oredi ok.. somemore the shows over n they collected lotsa money ok.. yah i noe they need lotsa money n if i complain somemore i may get retribution for complaining but den.. WALAO
going to push the card to ah ma n ask him to donate one dollar at least..

these few days i've been shuttling my laptop between my room n my bro's room for the sake of faster speed.. cos the laoya router keep hanging n cos the wireless sux.. but the prob is he comes back for lunch everyday (@#$) n the timing is irregular so i have to decide whether to push my luck n stay there for a few min more or move back to my room.. mon was pretty nerve-wrecking cos i was sending a big file to my fren n i was watching the mins tick by n wishing the transfer move faster.. luckily he oni returned half an hour later.. juz now was the same.. kept hearing someone opening the door n i wld jump whenever i hear the key turning.. end up its the neighbour opening the door.. wonder wat his door is made of tat makes the sound so loud.. wanted to stay there until 12 but the stress was too much for mi to bear so i moved back around 11.30.. n hes not back yet.. cld have dlded at least extra 20mb.. sian.. wonder y we so stupid not to take his room tat time when his room is bigger n got cable n got phone line.. -__-..
juz when i evacuated his room den he called back to say hes not coming back for lunch! @#$%.. so now im back at his room again.. but den my sis coming back early tdy n needs to use internet so i have to switch back to router when she comes back.. -__-.. so far i can oni think of 2 solns.. one is to chuck the wireless to my sis.. hehe.. since her lan adapter keeps corking up n mayb the wireless works better on her laptop.. den i can switch to lan cable.. the 2nd one is to try to intro a gf to my bro n hope he marry n move out soon.. whos the wei da gal who wants to sacrifice herself for my sake? lelong lelong.. bro up for grabs..

SIAN... so sian tat i dun feel like blogging.. reading the txtbk makes mi sian.. (note: reading oni n not studying.. cant register the contents into my brain).. waiting for thurs to come makes mi sian-er.. noeing tat some ppl r oredi finished wif their presentations makes mi sian 上加 sian! y muz they schedule mi on the last day.... i rather they schedule mi yest or tdy or tmr so tat i can get it n done over wif..
another sian thing is tat my fren told mi he got a job as customer service officer in a bank.. sian.. shld b happi for him hor.. but den it means one less person to accompany mi in the jobless pool.. T.T.. n the way he described the interview process makes mi wonder how he got past all those stages n get hired.. he muz b v gd at talking..
sigh.. sian sian sian

tdy my bro suddenly got the impulse to try the impossible task of configuring the shared folders thingy again.. dunno fail how mani times oredi.. early in the morn he was oredi configuring my sis laptop.. i have to admit i was kind of 幸灾乐祸 cos she cant use her laptop n i tout he shld have given up hope on my laptop oredi.. who noes he still haven given up hope yet n switched his attention to my laptop after configuring hers.. so he gained control of my laptop n restarted it numerous times.. which was fine wif mi if not for the fact tat it hangs for like half a min while starting up n hangs for like 10s after start up.. so restarting it numerous times is an arduous process.. not mentioning the fact tat ultimately i still cant c the shared folders of his pc n my sis laptop.. -__-.. finally he gave up or got something on to do cos he went out n i regained control of my laptop.. i would like to think tat the prob lies in the router or the sp2 package or anithing except my laptop.. call it the ostrich mentality or watever.. i hate to admit the fact tat i have to reformat my laptop sooner or later cos its like getting slower n slowwer.. reformating is an arduous process oso.. the last time i formatted it i got the blaster worm the moment i restarted it.. -__-.. n reformatting it means repatching the numerous selected patches (cos my laoya laptop cannot patch everything or it will get corrupted n i have to manually choose 1 by 1 which one i can patch).. reinstalling mani progs.. reconfiguring mani stufffs.. not mentioning the fact tat i DUNNO how to format it.. ya rite so wat if im studying comp eng.. it does not imply im gd wif comps.. i noe how to write useless prog n tats gd enuff..
oh btw im wrong.. he juz went out for a few min n the moment hes back hes tampering wif my laptop again while im blogging halfway.. luckily i have the intelligence to type my blog inside a wordpad first n save it.. otherwise he will c tat im writing a blog.. which i rather die than let him know.. haha.. i applaud his perseverance.. n apparently its quite a rare sight tat he comes into our room cos both our parents asked us wat hes doing in our room n walking from his room to our room n vice versa so mani times.. hmm.. n after i gained control of my laptop den ah ma came online n my sis used my laptop to toke to him via msn.. luckily shes 自动 enuff to use her own laptop later..
tdy is a break from the routine sunday gatherings.. cos they going out wif another fren on a so-called ct gathering when its oni 3 of them.. O.O.. so i can make use of the chance to do revision.. but i predict tat the hypothesizing txtbk will bore mi to sleep every 5 min n i will take a break every 15 min.. afterall my aching right eye is a sign tat i shld not study so much until my eye recovers.. keke.. ok juz joking.. cos i have been chided by ppl tat im shld b ashamed of myself for slacking.. *ashamed*.. so i shall c how much i can study later.. not b4 i finish watching tv n 1 anime movie.. =X

my right eye's been hurting since yest.. mayb i saw some "unclean" stuff.. at first my sis even said tat it looked swollen.. 吓死我了..
morn watched 2 anime movies.. borrowed from my fren like 1 mth ago n i oni managed to watch it tdy.. feeling quite shiok actually.. can watch anime without having to worrying abt no time to do this do tat.. den after tat was 回顾 my sis blog time cos according to my kpo fren she ctrl-f ah ma's name in her blog n found mani instances.. so we got nthing better to do n went to try it out.. juz in jan alone she oredi mentioned him 21 times.. O.O.. quite interesting.. looking back in time n c when was the time they did this n did tat.. time realli flies.. realised tat the bear is oredi 1 mth old! n tmr is the 1 mth anniversary when he became ah ma.. lol..
after tat chat wif my cousin n learnt tat she slept at 5am to do her dp.. skipped meals n sleep.. den my fren also slept late to pia proj.. den my zai fren oso stayed back in sch till 11pm everyday this wk to do the proj! looks like im the oni slacker whos eagerly waiting for the deadlines to come so tat i can totally give up.. now feeling guilty oredi.. scarcely my complacence cause me to lose my degree.. omg.. think im gng to start revision tmr to redeem myself.. haha

the tjcians r back at the pool again.. met my cousin there.. din notice her until she called mi.. kind of stunned n dunno wat to toke so i asked her if she had juz finished swimming when its pretty obvious.. lol.. n she returned the favour by asking mi if i dun have lessons tdy.. haha
finally went to get my poster printed today.. went to the shop which my fren recommended.. told the person we printing posters.. she said student price $10.. after tat its wait n wait n wait.. den i remembered tat my fren say muz print gloss n laminated so i asked if gloss n lamination cost the same price.. she say now all the print queues r in matt n actually nus oso print in matt.. -__-.. so ended up printing in matt lor.. looks a bit dull as compared to the glossy ones but at least dun have the white spots which my fren mentioned.. n the other woman who collected the $$ was a bit rude i think.. lucky we not printing posters often.. saw another shop below printing for $8.. dunno if the quality is better or not..
print liao den want to go home but it suddenly rained n my fren nvr bring umbrella.. so mi being the ever-so-kind-soul lent her my umbrella since shes walking to the mrt n im taking bus from the busstop directly in front of the building.. luckily the rain stopped b4 i reached home or else i have to take another bus to get shelter..
so i finally "finished" everything liao n can shake leg till nxt thurs.. yeah can watch lots of shows without feeling guilty le!

yest went for the so-called financial service advisor interview.. turned out to b juz another insurance policy agent oni.. was late for 5 min cos i dunno where the place was.. den told the person im there for interview.. the person asked who im asking for n i told him lor.. den he said theres no such person.. -__-".. told him shes some hr manager.. den i wait outside for dunno how long b4 some woman told mi to go in n fill up a form n do a personality quiz.. after tat she say the interview is juz initial meeting n wants mi to noe abt their compani better.. toke abt wat selling insurance is a commission-based job as well as missionary job cos its to help ppl protect their families.. den how they will provide workshops n seminars n training n client bases so my job is to sell policies to ppl.. n how i need to pass 3 mcq tests b4 contracting wif them.. toke n toke n toke n den say nxt wk she will intro mi to her director n i can go down n hear more from him b4 deciding whether i want to go for the tests or not.. im not even thinking of going to meet her director let alone join the company.. juz thinking of how to reject her nxt wk when she call.. too bad im not int in the job otherwise i think it sounds easy to start work there..
was a bit angry wif my mum this morn cos she was toking some "风凉话" such as im now having hols n got lots of free time to play comp game when i was actually using the comp to do my proj.. shouted at her cos she alwayz assume i got lots of time when im at home when im actually doing serious work.. n whenever im doing serious work she nvr come in but when im playing game den she will come into my room n assume i spend the whole day playing game n im v free.. but now 气消 oredi so its ok.. managed to do the proj until 1/7 done.. still got some errors but better than nothing.. got some evil thought of telling the lame lecturer tat actually im doing a one-man show cos its unfair tat i do all the work n get penalized cos my group got 2 ppl n yet so few work is done.. but afterall its juz a fleeting thought.. im not as mean as tat