Tuesday, June 30, 2009
帮倒忙
this morn the pm spent a long time going through my v short status report b4 coming to the main ptpm: ok my intention of checking ur status is actually to ask u help X fix her bugs. for ur portion can the new guy help u out with ur work or not?me: like tat den if he duno end up he still ask me, so i still have to spend time to look at it. so might as well i do fasterpm: i noe u r the main developer so u do things will b faster. but now is a gd time for the new guy to pick up on ur moduleme: *roll eyes* ya of cos if u want to let the new guy learn new things den is gd lah. but if u toking abt helping me reduce workload den it's not much helppm: *repeat point above*me: *yalah yalah.. cant b bothered to reply*pm: cos the bug fix quite urgent, so u may be expected to come back on wkend once or twice if cannot finishme: *tmd*tats the prob wif pm. they think they r helping u n managing the proj, but in reality they r juz doubling everybody's workload with their so-called "help". by "helping", he has increased mine n X's workload, cos i need to teach new guy, n X need to teach me. n since when got ppl OT or go back on wkends just to do other ppl's stuffs? crazy. this is their so-called work-life balance.n i'm realli starting to loathe the new guy. this morning i was sitting near my pc with internet n listening to music with earphones. he din even bother to ask to use the pc, n juz stood beside me to use it, as if i have to automatically give way to him. for goodness sake it's my pc, n yet he behaved as if he has the right to use it n i have to lend it to him to use.den this afternoon..colleague to new guy: u do blahblahblahcolleague to me: u will teach him how to do rite?me: oknew guy to me: so end up the arrow is back to ume: *can u pls shut up*irritating fellow..
Woof! Woof! @ 9:59 PM
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
1 mth
counting down to the no. of days when the new guy will shift out of my cube. sigh. today he used my internet pc for one whole day! cant even surf net.. @$#@$%. somemore he likes to touch his face, touch his nose, then type on the keyboard. @#$%#. den when he's not using the internet n got nothing to do, he will be looking at my screen watching wat i'm typing. n when i thinking of some solutions n stopped typing, he will try to b "helpful" n asked me wat i'm doing. -______-. v irritating to have someone "monitoring" ur movement, taking up ur space n restricting ur actions. ARGHHHH.. the stupid dpm still say if i dun want to share the cube den i can move to another lousy cube. @$%@#.. easy of him to say things when it doesnt affect him. juz like some ppl who drive cars n nvr take public transport will say we shld learn to appreciate our packed public transportsianz. 1 mth. hopefully the spare cube wont b taken up by some other ppl. n they better dun hire any ppl b4 the space prob is solved. cos once there is a first time, there will b a second time. idiotssss
Woof! Woof! @ 9:39 PM
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
joke of the day
me: sianz. facebook tio blocked.....me: all bcos yest my paper say a lot of co block social sitesme: but they nvr see the last paragraph lehme: it says ppl who play facebook r more productivepig: WAHpig: u publish paper???!me: pengzme: 我报 lahme: i publish paper?me: hahahahhaapig: HAHAHAHAHA
Woof! Woof! @ 9:33 PM
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
怒
feeling v tulan today, juz like this pic:
reasons being:1. kena backstabbed by a stupid woman. mon do saikang testing n the connection was ok except that they did not process the data as expected. so i say no need to continue testing on tues since they need time to check their prob, n we will wait for them to get back to us. den yest tat stupid woman told my pm i no time to do testing on tues, n make me look as if i'm shirking my responsibilities. so today my pm ask me THRICE y i din do the testing on tues, n i have to keep repeating myself. n precious time was wasted toking to him2. pm ask me to take up another module. i told him i oredi doing 2 modules n now u want me to take up another one??? den he gave lots of reasons like ur module now almost completed rite blahblahblah, ask u to b in charge doesnt mean u r the one doing the development, but u will b overseeing the progress. wtf. now oredi ask me to update him the statuses on things tat r not my biz, n now he add more work to my workload. cant he juz ask the ppl doing the code to update him themselves, rather than he ask me n i have to find out for him n den get back to him. i think going home on time means i v free so can do more work. the more u want me to ot the more i go home on time. HMPH3. pm ask me to either change to a smaller cube n let the smaller cube's guy colleague sit with the guy newcomer at my bigger cube, or i share my cube with the newcomer. @$@%. no space still hire so mani ppl. so i have to ll share my cube wif the newcomer until he gets his own cube probably by nxt mth.. cos if i change to smaller cube den most likely the change will be permanent, n everybody can c wat i'm doing when they walk past. -______-4. need to rush development cos of my partner. ask him a few times on the details n he kept saying he haven finish yet. ask him on the contents n he kept saying it's juz a string loh. until yest den he told me the implementation. n den today he changed again without telling me. until i asked him den he told me.. n when it comes to testing, as expected, the whole workflow was wrong, n i need to redo my stuff. pm ask me y cannot finish testing today, i told him need to handle new scenarios, n now i have to rush to finish b4 this wk. great.. but i still left home on time, cos i v tulan oredi. DUN WANT TO OT JUST TO FINISH WORK FOR U
Woof! Woof! @ 9:12 PM
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
rush to wait
开会再开会，不开怎么会，本来有点会，开了变不会。
有事要开会，没事也开会，好事大家追，出事大家推。
上班没干啥，一直忙开会，大会接小会，神经快崩溃。
销售我不会，企划又没学，问我啥本领，专长是开会。
上午有早会，午后有午会，下班不能走，还要开晚会。
每周开周会，每月有月会，随时检讨会，年底是年会。
赴会要及时，小心选座位，最好靠边边，以免遭口水。
虽然在开会，谁也不理谁，有人忙协调，有人无所谓。
领导一上台，自称大掌柜，扯东又拉西，全凭一张嘴。
内容没准备，听来活受罪，差了十万八，大家还说对。
台上说什么，没人去领会，手机悄悄响，怎还不散会。
牛皮拼命吹，发言不干脆，时间过好久，不知轮到谁。
有人穷训话，有人打嗑睡，有人瞎附和，有人掉眼泪。
小声象催眠，令人真陶醉，大声不必怕，就当听摇滚。
打盹有技巧，脑袋不能垂，不然被逮到，就要倒大霉。
会开一下午，实在有够累，没听两三句，水喝好几杯。
说来真惭愧，开会千万回，快要退休了，还是不太会。
唱了大半天，到底会不会，你若还不懂，就要多开会。
the above poem describes my co's motto.. always waste time on meetings. after joining this co den i heard of the phrase "rush to wait". rush u to sit down at the meeting, den wait for them to start. sometimes they start late, sometimes they waste time toking abt other irrelevant things, n den they expect u to sit there n listen to them toke. no wonder we r always running out of time to do our own things. n when u can afford to go team building when ur peers r sloughing out in the office, they think u r v free, n tat's when the arrows start coming in. sigh. the corporate world sux. cant imagine working till 65. think i burst from anger first b4 then
Woof! Woof! @ 9:14 PM
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Monday, June 01, 2009
spooked
sometimes it's realli spooky. when u say something gd, the opposite will happen. for example last wk i said i always ot for meetings, the following 2 days i kena ot for testing. n when i said milo helps me clear my bowels in the morning, i got constipation for a few days. -__-. den this morning i told the dpm i want to go for team building this week if there are no urgent matters. the next hour i received email saying next week's saikang testing is brought forward to this week. AHHHHHH! shit uuuuu. y is it when i say bad things, then gd things doesn't happen? haiz. sometimes no choice but have to b fake n humble. when ppl praise u, u have to say "no lah no lah" or when ppl ask u something, u have to say "ok loh so-so" even though it's not bad. haizsometimes realli a bit sick of working. so mani saikang.. n they expect u to do everything, even though sometimes it's out of ur scope. when i complain, they say dun b so calculative lah. idiot. duno when then can retire. 我要嫁做个有钱人! 
Woof! Woof! @ 9:05 PM
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reasons being: