tout can slack after tendering but just realised tat the gal taking 2 wks leave, so now oni left me n another guy to do the sai kang. -__-. n he just assigned me new work.. crap. its like i still have to learn how to do it when im going to leave soon. wats the pt rite. a bit feel like bochup oredi but cant realli bochup cos cant realli burn the bridge. n my boss coming back nxt wk. -__-. sure every wk chase for status liao. ahh sian ah. when i told the gal i quitting soon cos she wont b around on my last day, she say she feel like quiting oso cos the workload getting heavier n heavier n it seems meaningless to stay on. lol. think this proj is a jinx. forever testing got prob.. always coding finish den spent a lot of time trying to get the correct test results. hopefully my new job is not as jinxed as this.

last wk was moping abt quitting, n now with the sai kang coming i cant wait to quit. heh. so ironic. n i oredi start to clear out my desk liao. think im the only super kiasu one who clear the desk so early. scared i left things out mah. den slowly bring home my stuffs bit by bit everyday. stuffs like organisers, toys n decorations, lol.

finally finalised my wedding hotel n date! wheee.. got mani things to do liao.. search for photographer, discuss details, buy wedding items etc etc.. headache sia. the biggest headache is the flat. hopefully can find one soon. haiz. the stupid property market not looking gd at the moment. hope it crash soon! lol

today is the 2nd day i tendered, but seems the rest still duno abt it. duno when the manager going to tell them, so tat they can assign less work to me with the hope tat i will pick things up n continue doing them. -__-. just nice today we had a late lunch, so i ate with a few other ppl who i used to eat with last time. den the gal asked me y i nvr eat with my bf, n another gal asked me abt his co. tout of telling them i will b leaving for the co nxt mth oso, heh, but end up just kept quiet. might as well wait for things to happen naturally..

seems like everyday oso no time to do things which i shld b doing, but when i have time i end up watching tv or dramas. -__-. haiz. how gd it would b if we dun need to work. then we will have so much more time to do the things we like

just got back my wedding photos yest. initially tout of uploading online n den emailing the link to my frens since some of them asked b4 abt the photos, but later i tout i prob wont b uploading. partly cos i lazy, n partly cos i dun want to show them unless ppl asked. dun want to b so anxious to let ppl c when some of them r so secretive abt their lives. dun understand y ppl have to b so secretive abt wat they r doing, wat pay they r getting etc. its not as if they tell me den i refuse to tell them. its like they oni want to kpo abt ur things but dun want to share abt themselves. like tat ok lor, i dun share my photos oso. haha. wait till they ask. no offence to frens who read my blog since the ppl who im toking abt duno abt my blog (i think)

today my manager sent out an email congratulating 4 ppl in my project for being promoted. 4 ppl promoted together! heng i oredi got job offer, otherwise i will b feeling so dui. worked there for almost 3 yrs still no promotion. while the 4 ppl r deserving of their promotion, unlike the ex-colleague whose promotion still leave a v bitter feeling in me, one cant help but feel tat its bcos they have joined the "rite" project from the start. if i had been in the project from the start i could have contributed significantly oso. but i joined as a contractor in my old proj, performed well enough to b "promoted" by converting to perm, n den my proj ended. n now i got to start all over again in the "new" proj when the newcomers have oredi gained enough knowledge cos they joined b4 me. toke abt wat previous contribution will b considered for promotion.. i dun think so. aniway its not realli my prob animore. leave all the shit to those who got promoted. hahahaha

yest i was thinking abt the 11% pay increment, then today's newspapers headlines say inflation erode the real pay increment. which means my effective pay increment is only 4+% nia. wat a wet blanket. n yest's news say cpf n medisave minimum amt is raised. seems like our money is not our money animore. cannot retire early n get our cpf money cos "all the guys r jikopehs who will use the money to go batam n bao er nai". cannot invest our cpf money cos "all singaporeans r stupid n duno how to invest so later we will squander all our money away". i wonder how abt the old women who cannot get the money. scared they squander the money away on botox n liposuction isit. haiz. smart ppl will noe wat decision to make a few yrs down the road. must open eyes big big n dun b swayed easily by the dangling carrots

was quite pissed this morning. dun understand y the bus idiots i encountered r getting from bad to worse. in fact today's ones r more like bus bastards. one bunch of rowdy kids toking n laughing loudly at the last few rows of seats on the upper deck from the moment i board the bus all the way to the bus interchange. somemore they still blast their music on the speakerphone n made some loud metal noise.. sounds like vandalising the bus or something. realli bastards. give them sch holidays to come out n run amok, contributing nothing except noise n nuisance. if i'm kira the first few ppl i kill will b them. grrrr. the tout of them still makes my blood boil now

luckily my morning wasnt spoilt by them. received an offer from the prev company offering me 11% increment. previously they oni offer me around 8% n i turned it down. den the pushy agent's colleague requested for my resume last wk n i say my expected salary around 11% more, then the pushy agent called me back n say the position which i went for is still open. asked me if i want to try ask for higher salary or not. who noes this time they r willing to offer me higher pay, heh heh. so i accepted lor. but life will b a lot tougher in the new co. longer working hrs, less slack, need new skills oso -.-. btw the hr called me while i was in toilet. so paiseh. HAHA. still have to say its a convenient to toke cos i dun want to call back. -__-

took the same shuttle bus with my teammate after work. its amazing how much info u can noe abt a person in 10 mins. n its realli 人不可貌相.. she looks like a 傻大姐 who just grad from uni n got her first job. to my horror its not her first job n somemore she got masters from china. !!! n den she say "wo lao gong blahblahblah" i almost flipped. wah cant even tell shes married. nxt time realli cannot anihow judge ppl..

its amazing how i encountered 4 different idiots on 4 separate bus trips in 2 days. 3 of them yakked loudly away on their phones from the moment i got on the bus till the moment i alighted, which is at least 1 hr. the last idiot blasted his dance music on the hp speaker. how great huh. i wonder if the last idiot tout he was being cool by letting everybody hear his music collection. to me i think he is just a pathetic loser. who will listen to those kind of dance music which sounds all the same without lyrics.. n he cant even afford to buy a decent pair of headsets with solid bass sound or watsoever n have to resort to hearing the music from the speaker. incidentally the new paper reported tat many ppl r encountering these kind of inconsiderate fellows n in fact one of them got beaten up. hurhur. not trying to gloat over the poor guy's misfortune but honestly speaking i kind of tempted to do the same if not for the fact tat i got no guts. wonder wat is the world coming to.. seems like more n more stupid n inconsiderate ppl popping up everywhere

anyway this thurs got another interview. finally one co which looks big enough n is near my home too. but den upon reading the job requirements again it seems the job is more towards setting up the system instead of software development. -__-'''. so few jobs to apply nowadays tat i seem to anihow whack n den end up applying for unsuitable jobs, which i oni realise when they call me up for interviews. haiz. feels like im degrading to become one of the stupid ppl around oso -_-