went for makeup course tdy.. hahaha.. my fren ask mi if i want to go n got freebies so go lor.. yao gui fren say until its v worth.. haha

realised tat it doesnt take much effort to look like ruhua.. cos everytime the trainer demo on the model den i try on my face n everything becomes 2 times the amt.. hahaha.. my fren so evil keep laffing at mi when she isnt ani better off.. =X.. but other ppl all look so nice one.. oni i look like ghost man.. duno how other ppl can apply makeup on one eye closed n the other eye opened.. shen.. think the oni thing tat makes the most difference is the concealer.. juz one dot on the pimple n it disappear! HAA.. but den later want to buy from the shop den out of stock.. @#$@#$

the course quite fast den cant catch up.. cos have to undo all the disasters.. haa.. think even though i finished everything but no difference except for the eyes where its a bit over.. haa

duno y women like to put makeup.. so mafan n so diff n have to remove later somemore.. straightaway after the course den went toilet to remove makeup.. haha.. cannot b seen by ppl.. remove liao den so much dirt on the cotton.. feel so yucky

after dinner den went watsons to shop.. wah my fren so expert.. tried so mani facial products n say which one is gd etc etc.. say muz bao yang otherwise ah ma will say again.. hmmph who cares abt chou ah ma.. haha

borrowed one c++ book.. tmr muz start pia! printed out the resignation letter oso.. haa.. hopefully everything goes well on mon

the agent called mi tdy.. yeah its confirmed liao! nxt fri go sign contract.. 2.8k! woot.. 8.30 to 5.. work 1 hr less than my current job n yet earn 1k more.. shiok.. start work nxt nxt mon.. benefits-wise i nvr ask cos duno wat to ask oso.. go sign contract den c.. if my fren working there say the benefits r gd den shld b realli gd ba.. aniway co so big.. small benefits oso go work.. so now i hope everything go according to plan.. give letter to boss on mon.. work last day on wed.. fri sign contract.. den mon start work.. a bit scary though.. muz start learning c++ now.. hope i dun die struggling there

tdy got one unreasonable cust.. siao one.. told her i check den call her back later den she say she taking half day leave so she cant wait for mi.. den my colleague say generate new file for her lor den wait one hr.. n the cust took it as i admitting tat my co give her the wrong file tats y she got prob.. i oni thinking of alternatives to solve the prob ok.. kept 咄咄逼人 n say "so its ur co fault rite.. give mi wrong file tats y got error.." @##@$$#.. n guess wat? her colleague called back later n said they solved the prob cos one of the steps they took was wrong.. n she said its bcos the instructions in our manual nt clear.. @#$#@$.. ownself stupid still blame other ppl.. other ppl all use same manual nvr complain anithing

den afternoon got one weird prob.. ask one colleague den he ask another one n tat one ask another one.. end up go to programming dept to ask.. den everybody came to my pc n c the error.. at this pt the miss piggy msned mi n the msg kept blinking.. -____-lll.. nvrm lor since msn is the "norm" here.. but still v paiseh mah.. scared the programmer go n click on the msg oso.. den still nt enuff.. my fren oso msn mi a few sec later.. -___________-llllll... super paiseh

bro managed to configure network! can c his shared movies on network liao.. whee..

still no news from the co.. sian.. y they take so long one! n the agent have to choose this period to go on leave.. -____-.. think one of my colleague leaving nxt mon.. sian leh.. if i quit on the same day oso den wont b tat paiseh.. haa.. at least got company.. but think the damage will b quite heavy.. i think got one new staff coming in on 2nd wk of nov.. hmm den mayb i can leave nxt fri.. juz b4 my trial presentation.. hahaha

jio 2 frens to apply for the job oso.. duno if the co still hiring or not.. best if everybody work in same co den can help each other out.. haha.. den my fren was saying how scary it is when she thinks of working for years.. super agree.. now my job is bearable oni bcos i treat it as temp.. cant imagine working in a co for years.. used to think tat life is juz like tat lor.. finish uni find job den work n start family n grow old.. but now finish uni liao want to find job oso hard.. find job liao oso sian n dun feel like working long term.. last time when i read newspapers abt the younger gen jobhopping den i think i cfm wont do tat one.. but now i nt tat sure liao.. wont b surprised if i end up staying single oso.. hahaha

aniway tdy i spent one freaking hr on the phone wif a cust trying to troubleshoot.. end up still haven solve n oni managed to get my ear burnt.. getting pissed off by my mentor.. ask her things den she expect mi to noe wat to ask.. everytime will say u got ask user this ask user tat? if nvr ask den how u noe? its precisely i duno den i ask u wat.. den even though i got ask the cust n confirm tat they have done this done tat she still insist i re-confirm wif them n guide them thru.. end up its the cust who get frustrated n i get stuck in the middle like tat.. n when i ask other ppl for help den they will usu b on "standby" .. like when i still got prob n turn my back den they usu will help.. but tdy i ask mentor den when i still got prob she juz ignore mi.. yah shes busy but v bu shuang.. dun c the pt in sitting nxt to her when i alwayz end up asking other ppl for help.. mayb the pt is juz to catch mi msn-ing n sms-ing.. haa

was queueing up for the bus at the interchange after work when i saw miss piggy.. waved my hand to catch her attn but she was staring in the other direction day-dreaming.. -___-lll.. mayb shes too engrossed in dreaming abt her 大房子 n her 猪王子.. hahah

din rcve ani news from the co tdy.. :( .. called the agent n he said haven rcve the details but they confirm want to hire mi.. yeah.. at least he din c wrongly.. den he said mayb need to wait till fri when the agent-in-charge come back.. hes oni taking over temporarily cos the real agent went on leave till fri.. -__-

dun think can hand in resignation letter tmr.. everything nt confirmed yet.. n somemore tmr dun look like a gd day to resign.. haa.. c how it goes.. but hopefully can run b4 2nd wk of nov cos tats the time when i need to do the trial presentation.. muz siam! siao lor muz pretend to b a trainer n demonstrate to my mentor.. -__-..

aniway i added in the horoscope sites n the free tarot reading links at the side.. can go check ur daily horoscopes.. tmr 2 stars oni.. -___-

this morn managed to solve the "prob" for the woman who almost caused mi to do OT yest.. when i finished she said "thanx a lot.. no shld b thanx a million..".. haa.. hear liao oso shiok.. if only every cust is like tat

juz now when i left the office den the agent called mi.. at first i tout he called to say the co reject mi.. but he say they selected mi n want to noe if im still available! wah.. tout i heard wrongly.. confirmed wif him again tat they selected mi.. woot.. tout the interview so lousy confirm gonecase.. mayb my mcq tech test tikam correct.. aniway haven confirm the details yet.. tmr den he call back n ask..

now im scared of the following things:
1. scarcely the agent made a mistake n i dun have the offer.. den im going to dig out his eyes.. haa
2. duno if i can quit w/o any negative impact or not.. scarcely cant quit after giving 1 day notice? or scarcely got other bonds etc.. den duno wat my boss n colleagues will say oso
3. my c n c++ prog skills v lousy n long time nvr do program.. duno will b able to cope or not
4. scarcely its from one shit job to another shit job
5. scarcely they discover my lie in the resume n boot mi out.. =X

think too much liao.. haa.. but den dun believe old sky realli tat gd to mi.. better dun b too happi yet

aniway tdy was quite shitty until the agent called.. early morn one auntie sat beside mi in the bus n cough every few sec until she alighted.. so noisy n erxin until i cant sleep.. den when she alighted i tout its finally over.. who noes one smelly guy sat in front n sneezed a few times oso.. yucks.. hope i dun kena their virus

by rite tdy supposed to go for training but last min they say want mi back at the call centre cos they understaffed.. @##@$.. dun realli like my mentor's teaching style.. everytime i got call n ask her something den she make mi feel v stupid.. ask mi if i got ask the cust this n tat.. if nvr ask den how she noe wats the prob.. den she will explain things like im supposed to noe this noe tat.. after i put down the call den she will ask mi if i got ani prob.. -__-".. n duno y this morn suay suay keep getting the same irritating cust who call back a few times to ask some probs n each time shes not happi cos i need to check b4 answering her.. finally at the last call she request to toke to another more exp person.. @#$#@$

afternoon got informal meeting for the latest updates.. its oni den tat i realise im not entitled to ani leave during probation n im actually taking advanced leave.. -__-.. so if i quit den i have to sacrifice 2.5 days of pay.. n my boss say the peak period is coming soon so we have to watch our leave applications.. was quite stressed n kept thinking whether to quit or not.. if quit early den at least they got time to train another person

den 20 min b4 going home i picked up one call from a woman wif a weird prob.. luckily shes quite nice but her prob i realli duno how to solve.. den drag n drag until 6 n i tout i have to work ot.. heng she say can get back to her tmr

tdy horoscope 5 stars.. tmr oso 5 stars! haa.. hope tmr everything goes well

sometimes i think old sky realli like to play wif mi.. juz when im thinking whether to quit or not den things started to get "rosy".. but when i think mayb i can work longer den things start to get shitty.. duno if its juz my prob or wat

tdy nt bad.. custs v frenly n i slacked a bit cos mentor on leave.. haa.. blocked the phone n picked calls at my own pace.. den afternoon boss suddenly came n toke to mi.. asked mi how i coping.. said i too quiet so he duno whether i can cope or got prob or not.. hmm mayb i shld give him my blog addr n let him read for himself.. haa.. den he oso asked hows my mentor teaching hows the travelling etc etc n if got prob can tell him.. i juz gave politically correct ans like ok still learning ok transport nt bad.. mayb i shld tell him travel hrs r long n ex n salary is low.. c if he can provide free transport n higher salary.. haa.. but c he so nice n caring i oso paiseh to quit nxt wk.. esp when i keep saying the job is ok when everybody ask mi.. den suddenly out of the blue juz quit like tat

the small "coffeeshop" company smsed mi n asked if i can go down for 2nd interview tmr.. think its for another position as proj mgmt.. rejected it cos the co v small n paiseh to get leave again.. think the job need to meet custs oso.. but feel a bit wasted.. at least go n c if they will offer mi the job or not den reject.. duno y i keep getting jobs tat i dun want n the jobs i want dun want mi.. this job i din even write thank you letter n totally forgot abt it until the guy emailed mi to say he need to take another day to shortlist for 2nd round.. i din reply his email oso.. den he shortlisted mi for 2nd round.. -__-"..

pissed.. esp when the news keep reporting tat employment rate for system analysts n software engineers r increasing.. @##@$@#$

yest was back to basics.. well almost.. no tv no internet cos the cable wire sot (mayb due to rain).. entire block cant watch tv.. den cable internet affected oso.. heng i still got anime to watch so its not tat bad.. wanted to blog n complain yest but i think old sky oso fed up wif mi complaining everyday so it sot the cable

tdy nthing much.. calls r lesser but still got custs toke to mi halfway den request to toke to more exp ppl.. juz as well.. save mi trouble.. but prob is everytime i fwd calls den colleagues noe its mi.. mayb cos they can c from the phone or the cust big mouth go rattle to them or wat.. yest even got "told off" by one of them cos i fwded 2 calls to her.. they have no qualms abt letting custs wait.. heck care them

den colleague told mi i can go install the software wif the faq file n read so tat i can expect wat kind of qns the custs ask.. so bai chi.. the software which the custs dld from the website themselves dun have the faq file.. might as well let them dld the faq version den they can troubleshoot themselves first n save us trouble..

the tout of resigning nxt wk is v tempting.. no more phone calls no more irate customers no more 鸡同鸭讲.. but den v scary when i think of going to my boss's office n give him the letter n having to face the shock n surprise from the rest of the ppl.. n quit liao oso duno work as wat or can find another job or not.. but i think nxt wk the no of calls will increase den mayb got more temptation to quit

tdy is really as shitty as the horoscope predicted.. 今天会比昨天烂，明天会比今天更烂..

tdy is crazy lah.. every few min got call until i resort to blocking my phone to steal a few moments of peace.. but den my mentor saw my phone was blocked n told mi to take calls.. tell mi to go slow eh? *scowl*

early morn kena complain by not 1 but a few customers.. some even asked for my name.. one went as far as to say they shldnt let mi handle calls if im new cos im wasting everybody's time.. "u r wasting everybody's time u noe??" 妈的爸的哥的姐的.. u think i want to handle calls issit? duno wat my mentor is thinking.. ppl call helpdesk sure expect prompt reply on the spot.. i haven even learn everything den ask mi to put the calls on hold if i duno.. i transfer call den she say dun transfer.. get their details n tell them she will call back later while she assign to other ppl.. like this oso call gd cust svc.. small co realli anihow do things one.. juz like wat my bro said

another weird cust call n say my colleague advised her sth but she forgot who.. den when i offer to transfer her to another exp person she say its best if the same colleague can follow up.. so i say i help her trace the person n call her back.. den she say "u sure u can trace? if no den u r wasting my time u noe.." transfer u u dun want help u trace u dun want den wat u want?! go die lah

was quite tempted to quit nxt wed when everybody suddenly so frenly.. one said "u take call liao ar? 上岸了.. nvm take ur time.." its more like 下海 than 上岸.. den another asked where i usu eat n recommended another eating place.. i juz smile smile n carry on smsing pig telling her i want to quit.. haa.. den hr manager walked by n ask mi hows the job.. whether its too boring or nt my kind of job or still learning.. i say still learning.. was blur from answering all those calls.. shld have told her frankly its not my kind of job.. she say its gd at least can learn things rather than boring job rite.. eh this one is boring oso lor

colleagues oso v willing to explain how to solve the prob n even bother to ask mi if i have solved the prob wif the cust.. told mi initially its like tat one.. got ani prob can go ask them.. mayb i look too stressed or stoned.. haa.. keep going toilet break or tea break.. but prob is i realli hate the job.. sai kang job.. n some custs oredi specifically call for mi liao.. shit.. but heng they r the nicer ones who keep thanking mi even though i have to keep checking n calling them back to solve every little prob

haven apply for leave yet.. planning to call in on mon n take urgent leave.. heck care liao.. think my mentor n boss oso nt v gd impression of mi.. its juz a matter of when to quit.. sian.. now come back home oso can hear phone calls.. 悦耳动听的声音绕梁三日.. -_________________-

these few days its training training n training.. train until i fell asleep.. duno y its like sleep how long oso nt enuff.. everyday sleep a while oni den so fast morn liao.. sleep on the bus oso nt enuff..

tdy after training my mentor say mayb she let mi start taking calls on fri.. wat?? i need help in troubleshooting oso.. how to handle questions.. 我不要~~

took half day leave again.. cant stand myself oso.. but fren say her co still hiring ppl for her 2.8k NO-BRAINER job wif oni 5-day wk n v gd benefits.. where to find this kind of job?! so i called the agent n went down for an "interview".. but when i reached there he asked mi to do 2 short tech tests.. @#$@#$.. my fren said the agent nt technical one n most prob oni want to c if i suitable or not.. so i din prepare ani tech stuff..

by rite the test shld b v easy.. but long time nvr write algo.. i think after grad my brain has shrunk to the size of a pea.. write simple algo oso duno.. the agent look at my algo oso confused.. ask mi to explain n i anihow explain.. can c he noe i writing rubbish but he tactful enuff nt to say anithing.. say he will fwd the test to the co n c if they want to call mi for interview or not.. but most prob if got interview den oso need to do a more diff tech test.. i think can forget abt interview oredi..

duno y my fren has such luck.. no tech test n duno anithing oso can get in.. now i want to get in den they raise the standard until like tat.. @#$@#$@#$

fri 就要下海接客了.. help~~

tdy's interview is a waste of my time.. firstly its a v small co comparable to the co near my house n its so wulu tat i cant find it.. its located on top of those shophouses at the walkway n u have to climb a flight of stairs n press a doorbell.. -__-.. secondly im not the person they looking for oso.. so its a mutual "dislike"

the interviewer is another "big shot" in a small co.. muz b "bao ga liao".. he conducted the interview in a coffeehouse cos the room in his co is occupied.. tats how small it is.. den he ordered 2 kopi n started the "interview".. he seems to focus oni on my results.. asked quite a few qns which i think were rather weird.. or juz to put it bluntly.. stupid..

Stupid Qn 1: why din u get 1st class honours?
cos there r a lot of foreigners who come n fight over our rice bowls n as the saying goes 不是猛龙不过江 so its obvious tat ppl who come here r v gd.. besides there r mani locals who r better than mi n they oni got 2nd upper so i think im pretty average wif a 3rd.. aniway if i have 1st class honours i would have started work in those mncs n wont b coming here to b interviewed by u.. u think ur co v gd meh

SQ2: are u honest?
ani normal ppl who can think will say yes.. nobody will admit they lied or stole or watever.. aniway wats tat got to do wif the interview itself?

SQ3: do you party?
do u think i look like a party person from my appearance? n wats tat got to do wif the interview oso??

SQ4: do you complain?
anibody whos a normal being will complain.. ppl who do not complain r 神 ok.. aniway i think even gods oso complain.. n y do u find it funni when i told u it depends on who im complaining to.. v funni meh

SQ5: y u take jap?
mayb this is not a stupid qn but i oredi told him i took it out of interest n oso to fulfil the course requirements n i dun understand y he keep harping on it.. IT ppl r nerds who cant have other interests issit.. having interest in languages is considered betrayal to my major ar?

SQ6: wat do u mean by ur mother tongue is chinese?
he asked mi to tell him more abt my spoken languages since i said my interest is in languages.. so i told him i can oso speak chinese n its my MTL.. den he asked wat do i mean.. it means my mother has a tongue tat speaks chinese lah so i inherit tat tongue from her n so my tongue speak chinese to my mother's tongue at home lah

besides these qns he oso asked mi where i rank in my cohort wif my 3rd class honours.. mayb hes not so familiar so i told him the ranking.. den he kept asking how they divide into those classes n wats the distribution like etc.. keep comparing mi wif the cohort n asked mi if i got try govt sectors.. den he asked mi other more technical qns where i returned him the favour by asking stupid qns like elaborate more on his qn.. cos i not familiar wif the IT skills he toking abt.. den he told mi he took one module under the same lecturer as mi.. which means he oso studied in the same uni?? den he shld b pretty familiar wif the ranking system n i duno y he keep asking.. n hes pretty 不客气 to point out most of my C subjects n say im not v gd in those subj

after tat his conclusion to mi is he have to say im pretty gd in my jap but he cant say the same for my IT n im not a v technical person.. arigatoo gozaimasu.. i oredi noe tat n thx for reminding mi of tat fact.. aniway im not v int in joining ur co oso..

aniway the kopi was horrible.. have to pour in the milk n sugar myself when im used to 3-in-1.. so in between pauses when he read my resume i add in the milk a bit.. still looks black.. den he shot mi one qn n i toke toke toke.. pause a while den i add in somemore.. on n off on n off until it looks brown.. tasted a bit.. need to add sugar.. -__-.. so add a bit den toke toke toke.. interview finished but i still haven got the "right" taste.. bobian have to drink everything cos no time

he asked his other colleague to interview mi oso.. mayb from proj mgmt dept since he say i not v technical.. basically asked the same qns except for the stupid ones.. less blunt n more like normal interview.. dun think he will hire mi though

after tat went down to tat idiot's co to collect the money.. no wonder his accounts dept so inefficient cos i think there is oni 1 person there.. HAHA.. the stupid co is so small wif oni 2 small rooms.. i think its oni slightly bigger than my bedroom.. n the stupid woman dun look v happi to c mi.. muz b she got c my complaint letter n recognise my name.. den another guy said he has been waiting so long for mi to go down n get the money.. ya rite.. duno who is the one waiting for who.. take so long to bank in.. finally collected the money n deleted tat idiot's number from my hp.. humph.. waste my sim card memory

tdy whole day training wif other customers n learn how to use the software.. nthing much juz go thru the steps wif my colleague.. duno if the colleagues got bad impression of mi or not.. cos i msn they saw (a lot of ppl msn-ing in the office.. even my mentor.. so i think shldnt b too much prob but den im still on probation so its hard to say).. i sms they oso saw.. i surf net they saw.. den tdy during training i rcved 3 calls on my hp.. n i was sitting in the front row.. first was abt one job application.. tat woman nt v patient n kept asking mi to speak louder when i was trying to toke softly.. finally she realised its not convenient to toke n juz hanged up the phone without giving me her contact no

the second one is abt financial planner wif a bank.. told her i call back later.. n when i called she sounds pretty keen to get mi to join.. cos when i told her im not int she asked if she can leave her no wif mi so i can contact her anitime i want a job as FP wif her co.. sounds like a guaranteed job.. den the third one is wrong number.. @#$@#$

tmr going for interview.. think im going to call in sick.. this time reputation realli down the drain.. oni work a few days den take sick leave.. somemore tmr got training class oso.. sianz.. hope tmr interview will b successful n the co wont b as small as it looks.. hope he wont ask abt my current job cos i nvr put in resume..

tmr going down to tat idiot's office to collect the long-overdued pay.. basket.. shld realli treat him to choc cake.. from july drag until 1st sept den now oct oredi still haven banked in.. some efficient accounts dept his co has.. n this time best.. ask us to go down collect n its in cash somemore.. @#$@#$@#$@#$.. life so sianz oredi n this kind of idiot makes things worse.. shld realli write in to some forum n expose him n his co's gd deeds.. @#$@#$@#$@

everyday i wake up den i feel sian.. feel like quitting

everyday when i look at the manual n the software i feel like sleeping.. n wonder y im working there

everytime my colleague treat mi like a perm staff i think mayb i shld work hard n try to mix around wif them.. but everytime i hear them toke on the phone i will think this is not my kind of job.. i dread the day when i have to start picking up calls n handle customers

everyday when i c the rate at which my ezlink value is dropping i feel like quitting.. n everyday when i spend lots of time waiting for the stupid bus n getting stuck in traffic jams n getting hungrier by each moment i feel like killing everybody.. esp when i still have to bathe b4 i eat dinner

but den when i get home n start looking for jobs den i find tat i cant find ani which i qualify for.. thick-skinned a bit n apply for those which i barely qualify.. need lots of luck to get it.. duno if i still stick to my current job or not..

life sux.. hate the whole world

tdy saw one sign on the mrt tracks.. life is valuable. act responsibly. guess its such a trend to commit suicide at mrts tat the staff have to resort to placing such signs there.. haa.. life realli sux

yest went for relatives gathering for seafood feast.. duno where is it.. quite wulu.. aniway our uncle used his bus n drove us all there.. on the bus my agent mum did a great job on broadcasting abt my job.. which is gd in a way cos since they noe liao they wont ask mi abt it animore..

the place looked like those village places which jacky wu's show always feature.. can overlook the places nearby but a lot of haze..



walked up the stairs den got one animal "farm".. inside got fishes tortoises turtles squirrel rabbits.. but not enuff light so cant take pic.. got mountain goats oso!



nthing much.. they juz stone there do nthing.. nearby got ponds for ppl to fish for prawns



this is the pond for rearing fish i think.. cos nobody fish there.. haa

stood around watching ppl fish for prawns.. oni saw them caught one prawn.. after tat went further up for food.. but sit around n wait for quite long before everybody settled down n the dishes came in

tout its supposed to b seafood dinner.. but initially it was more like spicy dinner.. all the dishes were spicy.. spicy chicken spicy kangkong spicy clams spicy fish.. after tat finally no more spices.. prawns n soup n crabs n fish.. eat until burst.. we took up 3 tables n its oni near the end den i realised all 3 tables ordered different dishes.. O.O.. no wonder they were passing around some dishes n i din take cos i tout my table's one will b coming up soon oso.. -__-

eat until cant tahan den went for a walk.. saw one poodle so cuteee.. the owner shaved its fur from the middle of its body to its end so it looks quite funny.. as if its wearing a fur coat n exposing its bottom.. too bad batt flat so cant take pic

final dish was longans.. den i got "interrogated" by my aunt.. asked mi wat i working as n wat software i troubleshooting for etc etc.. nt v sure but the more i describe the more i think its not my kind of job.. duno wat possessed mi to accept it.. desperation..

den my bro oso asked.. he say so far still accept.. den pay so low.. since 24 hrs notice oni might as well find another one.. small companies all anihow one.. -__-.. say until v easy.. so i tout tdy go find better job lor.. who nes search those job engines from tdy to the past few days n i oni managed to find 1 which i 勉强 qualify.. easier said than done.. wonder how other ppl find their jobs one when all the jobs put down so mani requirements n some i dun even qualify a bit at all.. sianz.. kept thinking shld i have accepted the job near my house one.. but suan liao cant regret oredi..