post all the quizzes here.. lol.. looks like im a v complicated person.. one moment im filled with hatred n the nxt moment my soul is happy.. yet all quizzes have some accuracies in them.. mayb i got split personality.. haha

Your connection with darkness is through your hate. It's burning from the inside and you feel it strongly everyday. All kinds of things make you hate; the governmate, teachers/the boss, students in school/work, family etc. Well, you feel like the world and everyone in it hates you, so you hate it and everyone back. You probaly don't like changes since nothing good ever comes out of them. Though your hate is big, you can still have a soft spot in your heart for someone. You're not numb or anything, your problem lies in that you feel too much. Life is too damn complicated, isn't it?

You live life like its all a fun game. You don't like to take things seriously which is both good and bad. Due to your fun loving nature you don't like steady boyfriends that much. They come and go, and you simply aren't ready for your true love to come just yet. Generally you are a good friend who can cheer up those in need of it and are fun to hang out with. You hate feeling sad yourself and avoid it the best you can. Parties and social gatherings are your things, whether it be in small or large groups of people. It is no surprise that you are well-liked among your peers.

*pic removed cos its too gross..*

You need understanding. In your life there has been many people that could never seem too comprehend your personality. Now you have either become an out-cast because of their narrow minds or you have adjusted yourself to them, and never letting them see who you are deep inside. You now think that no one will ever understand you and you hate that fact. Though you are scared of what the effects might be if you would decide to let someone in so you keep a safe distance that you both curse and bless.

Your wise quote is: "The best antiques are old friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness (maybe not all but still). Even if it's just one, a couple or a whole group they are the ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter if you're shy with everyone else or not, with them you let your true spirit shine and can be as loud as you want. They accept you, and you love them for that.


do quiz until siao liao.. haa

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wah siao this quiz like amplify my dark side by 100 times.. cant imagine i got the same results as my sis.. but after looking thru the possible results this one looks "brightest".. haha ok mayb its quite true when im in complaining mode.. or mayb interpret in this way den its accurate.. i mourn everyday bcos of my joblessness.. i think its quite hopeless finding a job.. i cant figure out how to escape my joblessness n on some level i dun want to escape cos im busy enjoying my slackiness.. im now lonely cos im the only few jobless fresh grads left n im nvr pleased wif the job vacancies available.. haha now tat sounds much better..

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whee its the sch hols! no more tjcians at the pool! this oso implies tat i've been jobless for one mth.. T.T

the bus i boarded on this morn was cold.. so cold tat when i alighted my specs became one of those transition lenses (clear when indoors n turn into sunglasses when outdoors).. the lenses were clouded wif mist within 3 sec n turned back to normal after 3 min.. blocks all vision n sunlight! protects ur eyes.. cool hor.. haa.. same functions at minimal price

tmr is the BIG DAY.. exam results released.. actually i dun realli give a hoot abt it.. the fate is sealed aniway.. mayb tmr 5 min b4 the results released den my heart will go pipopipo n when i c the results my heart will stop beating.. after tat i will put the weeping girl pic as my msn display pic again.. haa.. ok shant speculate too much lest i bcome one of those smart idiots who whine n whine den come out wif all As (fat hope lar.. haa)

went to expo full of anticipation.. expecting to sample lots of free savoury food.. but i totally underestimated the kiasu-ism of singaporeans.. there were soo mani ppl tat we couldnt even get into the hall.. so we went to the mph book sales instead.. nthing much.. walk walk around.. after tat went to try our luck at the food fair again.. this time we managed to get in! but we left without walking at least one round cos there were simply too mani "hungry ghosts" lurking round the free samples.. cant even get one piece of bak kua to eat.. b4 we left i managed to sample.... one TINY Khong Guan teddy bear biscuit! headless one somemore.. -__-"

after tat went changi airport to explore n eat BK.. my suaku inquisitive sis went on a photo-taking spree.. took pics of the signboards the fountain the aeroplanes etc.. she was so enthu abt taking pics tat when ah ma bluffed her on the skytrain tat she cldnt take pics of aeroplanes taking off she immediately "har.." v loudly.. haha.. so old liao still so easily bluffed.. he said we shld pretend to b japanese tourists so as nt to b so xia suey.. lol.. went to the viewing mall to look at aeroplanes take off n land.. but there werent ani planes taking off! n all the planes landed at the other side.. so we went to the other side n finally saw ONE aeroplane landing.. nthing impressive.. no wow factor like the show Good Luck where Takuya Kimura landed the plane.. haa.. saw some air stewardess in their uniforms.. reminded mi of one funni post from kennysia.com abt air stewardess uniforms.. Malaysia Airlines Unveils New Uniform.. n here's another funni post on Prince Charles' wedding.. Silly News About Prince Charles And Camilla's Wedding..

after tat went to the bus terminal to take bus.. one old woman cut queue.. nvrm lor c she old.. den she asked us in hokkien if we queueing up for tat bus no.. den she juz queued in front of us n after tat den she said oh she shld go to the back to queue hor.. my sis n ah ma nice enuff to say its ok she can queue there.. i a bit bu shuang but nvrm lor.. den later she asked mi if i understand hokkien.. -___-".. juz bcos i nvr ans her doesnt mean i dun understand..

took bus to tampines n we three "anything" ppl cldnt decide between going to TM or going home.. ended up coming home n tats the end of our fruitless food expo trip

nowadays its a bit off-putting when some ppl say hi to mi on msn n the nxt line they write will b "have u found a job yet?".. nvrm if they havent found a job yet cos we can wallow in sorrow together.. but most of them have oredi found a job.. to add salt to the wounds, they will ask "u got ani interviews yet?" n i will reply "i juz went for one n i got rejected".. yes i got rejected by tat company.. nvrm if they juz ask once in a while to kpo cos i oso ask around to kpo who found a job n working as wat.. but it gets to the pt where they say hi to u n u can expect wat their nxt line will b.. n the worst thing is after they asked liao they juz stop replying.. sometimes i wonder if they r genuinely concerned or juz trying to compare the market rate etc.. juz now my fren asked mi if i got a job, den asked mi who else working.. said i dunno cos i nvr chat wif the rest.. den he nvr reply n juz offline! makes mi wonder if he said hi juz to 打听消息..

actually its a bit exaggerating lah.. nt being pissed off or wat but juz a bit bu shuang.. bu shuang tat they working for one mth oredi.. bu shuang they got a job liao.. bu shuang they trying to hao lian they got a job liao (actually no lah but they need to b more sensitive to unemployed ppl like mi k).. bu shuang this bu shuang tat.. suan ler.. lucky i came across an entertaining blog.. spent hours reading thru his entire archives.. can go read if u got extra time.. provided u can tahan some "explicit" stuffs.. kennysia.com

these 2 days been doing part-time invigilating for some law paper.. vvv boring.. basically its go there n stone, b a paper dispenser plus paper collector plus toilet companion n try ur best not to fall asleep for 3 hrs.. luckily can take 1/2 hr lunch break in between.. so i have to find something to "entertain" myself for 2 1/2 hrs.. v boliao go observe ppl like their hairstyles n how they write n how they think by looking at the ceiling.. haha

yest paper was criminal law n tdys was public law.. choose 4 out of 8 qn.. peeked at the qn n all look v cheem.. think its equivalent to writing 4 gp essays.. n the candidates all writing non-stop for 3 hrs.. got one v blur candidate sat at the wrong place for these 2 days.. den got another late by 20 min for both days oso.. n some of them looked so serious n stern tat whenever they request for extra paper i have to run to them like tat.. scared they scold mi if i delay for a few sec n cause them to forget wat they going to write..

den something v malu happened tdy.. usu carparks have those barrier thing tat will go up n down to allow cars to go in n out one.. this morn i was walking when i saw tat thing went up.. i was thinking if someone din notice it den when the thing come down sure kena hit one.. den afternoon i went for lunch break.. din notice tat the barrier was up.. so i blur blur walked there when i heard someone calling behind.. din hear properly n "dong!" the thing hit my head.. -__-".. the funni thing is i wasnt feeling malu at tat time.. i was juz stunned for a few sec wondering whether to crawl under the thing or not b4 i realised tat i can juz walk round it.. -__-".. felt v stupid after tat.. haha

yest went to watch monster-in-law wif my fren cos she got coupon for free tickets! free tickets after the price hike.. of cos muz go.. nvrm tat she asked mi out cos her fren nt free.. but free things usually nt v gd one.. can oni watch at marina square n the place is under renovation n the tix is free seating.. so we ended up sitting at the front row.. luckily the seats got a lot of space in front so u can slouch n stretch ur legs.. but whenever my fren laughed i can feel the vibration.. which occurred every few min initially.. -__-.. dunno its she power or the seats got prob.. the show nt bad.. some parts quite funni.. esp the mother-in-law n her assistant.. n the male lead is quite handsome.. haha.. quite watchable.. but if the free ticket is for star wars den it wld b best

the maomao tat stayed over at our house on fri died this morning..

when my sis told mi the news the first tout i had was "is the maomao at her super sotong fren's house?".. the sotong fren who was void of common sense n made us walk 5 busstops to find her when she could have taken the bus back in the opp direction..

mind is full of "what-ifs".. what if we had done this.. what if we didnt do tat.. but i think the kitten oredi too frail n thin.. oni ate a bit n din want to drink ani water.. sigh..

tdys a super lousy day

骨感美女 taking beauty nap

eyes wide open.. b4 it went back to sleep a few min later


napping on my hand


ever seen a cat stoning?

tdy i finally met up wif my fren whom i have not met for 2 yrs.. think its pretty amazing tat we went out together.. cos we r as different as heaven n earth.. she can go shopping without ani aim n yet buy lots of stuffs while im contented wif window-shopping.. n den she will keep saying y i nvr buy anithing when i dun c the need for it.. she likes to c fashion stuffs while i like to look at gadgets.. so when im wif her i nvr go electronic shops.. when we were at popular she flipped thru fashion magazines n said eeyer when i looked at books teaching u how to knead dough n fold balloons.. she thinks animals r erxin n quickly walked past the animal shop when i wanted to stop n look at the rabbits.. when i suggested eating dinner at hawker she said "u sure?" n so we ended up going mos burger which she said the burger tasted awful.. -__-".. n she thinks blogging is childish n was surprised tat i blog.. -__-"

so it wasnt surprising tat we toured round parkway pretty fast n cos im going for the vjco concert which starts at 7.30, she couldnt abandon mi alone n so we walked round parkway no less than 3 times.. not tat i wanted her to stay but she felt bad mah.. after tat her mum came to drive her home n i hitched a free ride from her to vjc n got there 1 hr early.. -__-.. so it was stone n stone until my cousin came n we went in..

she met her former tcher n so we 顺理成章 sat together wif him at the complimentary seats.. kind of scared tat the ushers will come n shoo us away... haha.. after sometime the concert started.. overall was quite brilliant.. pieces were majestic n well-performed.. no wonder they got gold for syf.. but while most ppl were engrossed wif the music, i cant help but notice how some guys sitting nearer to the audience did not tuck in their shirts n button their cuffs.. so during the climax i cld c mani sleeves flapping around vigorously esp for the erhu guys.. haha.. mayb nxt the tcher shld ask them to button up their cuffs.. n ah ma bluffed by saying he got one min solo.. where got?? bluff one.. n this was the first time i hear the players themselves shouting for encore.. haha.. nt bad the concert was worth the money..

after tat came home liao den my sis came back wif her class's kitten! 闻名不如见面.. the kitten is realli v thin n malnourished.. but its so cute!! the eyes big big one so innocent.. at first my father was kind of making a hoo-haa over her bringing back the kitten but end up hes the one who cleared the poo n fed her wif milk.. haha.. but the kitten refused to drink.. den after tat its like abt to doze off but it was sitting up n shaking a bit to n fro.. juz like students who doze off during lectures tat kind.. vv cute.. made a quick trip to the kitchen to check on it n now its sleeping liao.. tmr muz take pics of it.. :P

forgot to mention tat my bro is back.. :( .. at first i tout need to ask him to fix my sis's laptop cos i couldnt get it to startup this morn.. tout it crashed or wat.. turned out she forgot to remove the disk from the a drive.. haha.. better dun tell ppl im from comp eng.. =X

tdy's interview was so horrible tat i dun feel like blogging in detail.. oni serves to reflect badly upon myself.. can oni say tat there r 2 things tat i've realised from it..

1. nvr ever believe when ppl say tat its easy or its sure-get stuffs cos when u believe it n the outcome turn out differently den u will start thinking if u r realli stupid etc.. n nvr believe them when they say they did horribly for the exams n will get lousy results etc cos u will feel consoled tat hey there r ppl in the same boat as me.. den at the end of the day they will get all As n u will get the shit.. ok im sidetracking.. haha..

2. i want a routine 9-5 job! the guy at the interview was saying wat this compani is v stressed etc etc n u dun expect to go home prompty at 6.. OT is fine wif mi but he was saying as if going home at 10+pm is the norm n for the last last last proj he oni got to sleep 4 hrs daily for 3 mths.. xcuse mi i dun want to b panda no. 2 in the tan family.. the job realli sounds quite ridiculously xiong..

during the interview i was constantly contradicting myself n they were bluntly honest n during the oral technical test i fully demonstrated my lousyness in programming skills.. den during the written test i juz felt like totally giving up.. spent 45 min n wrote nthing but crap.. luckily the guy din look at the paper when i submitted it.. left one qn blank.. wasted my time revising for the interview when nthing i revised came out n the qn was cheem

aniway its my first oral interview so im not expecting anithing from it.. at least now i got some exp of wat to expect during an interview.. if they realli des enuff to employ mi den i will believe wat my fren said.. tat the interview was crap n its easy to get in.. actually im half-hoping they reject mi outright cos i dun want to b in a dilemma if they offer mi the job.. accept it n i will b torturing myself cos im those 9-5 ppl.. mayb im those singaporeans which the ch u tokeshow nxt wk is discussing abt.. the sporeans who cant take hardship.. haha.. if i dun accept it den god noes when i will get the nxt offer.. n den i will b kicking myself for rejecting the job n thinking tat the ideal job tat i want doesnt exist at all so i will spend dunno how long being jobless...

oh yah at least the person recognised my literary "talent"! haha.. mayb my lack of distinctions in other subjs served to make my distinction in languages more prominent.. the first time he said when he looked at my transcripts was "u pretty gd in ur languages".. he was referring to the jap.. den after tat he looked at my a-level n o-level results den he said "hmm u r realli gd in ur languages".. muahahaha at least tats sthing gd abt this interview.. *self-consolation*

after the interview i was kind of missing the cheapo labour.. at least it was fun.. ok mayb not at tat time but now it seems fun.. haha.. tats how horrible the interview was..

tdy they asked us to meet at 8am oni to let us crowd in the storeroom like refugees n wait until 9.30.. -__-

when i reached there there were a lot of policemen.. need to go thru the scanner to check for metal stuffs.. security quite tight.. den i went to the storeroom wif the rest b4 we got chased out by one person who said we crowding the area n ppl cant move abt.. -__-".. after tat the person-in-charge finally arrived n it was v messy until we finally settled down in the storeroom n the aisle outside.. imagine sitting in a cramped storeroom n the aisle outside is v narrow oso.. as if we refugees like tat..

stoned until they told us to get ready den we took our flags n waited outside the room lor.. heart started to beat v fast cos a lot of high-ups inside watching mah.. den finally start the actual thing liao.. initially everything went as planned.. feeling v stylo n smart.. haha.. who noes the mcee din read out china's name n called the country after china.. den the person standing behind china stunned n nvr go out lor.. n the 3rd flag oso.. so end up its 3 flags standing there until the 4th flag moved out den everything followed as planned.. when i was holding the flag n walking down the aisle i felt like i was walking with wind.. haha..

but den after tat we had to stand still holding the flags while some angmoh n the minister of defence made their speeches.. first speech was of reasonable length lor.. its the minister's speech tat is vvvvv long n i can feel my body starting to sway liao.. i think both speeches add up to around 10 min.. try standing at attention for tat period of time.. sheer torture.. den the minister toked so mani stuffs.. wat 3 areas.. i almost fainted.. den "the first area blahblahblah".. tout finished liao den he went "the 2nd area is ....".. n after duno how mani min den "the 3rd area..".. by tat time my feet almost numb.. when he finally said "i hereby declare the ceremony open" i was like "finally"..

n den we had to move up to the stage lor.. almost couldnt move cos my feet numb.. after tat had to wait for the ppl to leave b4 we can put down the flag n roll them up.. but they took their own sweet time n some even stayed back n chit chat.. -___-.. den the mcee finally cued us to lower the flag n it was over!! by tat time most of us almost had trouble walking out..

after tat was gather around n asking wat happened tat caused the 3 flags to b stuck there lor.. den they stayed for some briefing on thurs lobang.. some int'l sports olympiad thing.. mi n my fren not int cos they oni pay $40 for 7 hrs n it starts at 6.30am.. den my fren asked the person-in-charge if we have to return them anithing.. he said mayb the polo tee n the badge.. ?!!! the first thing i tout was they so cheapo still want the shirt back when we have worn it.. cant even let us keep the shirt.. after tat den he say mayb we can keep it cos they cant reuse aniway.. the yr 2005 is printed on the shirt.. -___-""

so we left for century square to eat sakae sushi! first time eat sushi.. not bad quite tasty.. at first planned to eat wif ah ma n my sis cos i got $5 discount voucher.. but after counting den each person oni save $1.25 n i think each person min spend around $10+ so its not worth oso.. aniway my sis pok liao.. haha.. so we went to eat on our own.. ordered teppayaki chicken ramen, 2 sushi, fried tofu, one handwrap n 2 dunno wat name.. all quite tasty but its quite ex.. even after discount each person still paid $10+..

after tat walk around for some digestion b4 coming back.. my mum commented tat i looked like a cleaner-woman when i wore the polo-tee.. -__-".. xcuse mi im qatar's rep ok.. muz show mi some respect.. haha.. den i told my sis wat i ate for sakae sushi n her eyes were like -___-.. dunno if tdy's news will show us carrying the flag or not.. haha.. i think some reporter took pics of my fren n some other ppl carrying their flags..

juz now got 3 diff companies called mi.. im so overwhelmed.. haa.. but 2 of them r finance positions (supposedly sell insurance job).. -__-.. one was phillips capital which i din go last time cos its the play games interview thing.. dunno y she called mi again.. told her i went down last time n rejected (actually i din go at all).. but i bluffed wrongly n said i went to the other branch so she say want to go down n give it a try etc.. so she gave mi the addr n tel no which is exactly the same as last time n when i called the person she nvr picked up the phone..

den the 2nd one is hsbc finance position.. called to ask mi if im still int in the position when the interview was scheduled to b on 2nd may.. asked her which company she from n den i say i not int.. v rude hor.. but bobian i realli not int in selling insurance

den the 3rd one! interview for support n maintenance in IT.. finally something tats not finance one.. my fren learnt abt the job from her fren's bf whos working in there n she intro mi the job.. she oredi got 2 mths probation there liao starting nxt mth.. according to her the interview seems quite easy.. hope so lor.. everytime ppl say its easy den end up its v diff.. better take it wif a pinch of salt.. den she said got 8 out of 10 left after their probation due to stress.. scary.. c how first lor.. get the job first.. interview's at wed 4pm! v rushed cos i have to revise my sql n java (which i almost forgot how to use n im not gd in sql in the first place) for the test in 1 day.. tmr still got the cheapo labour thingy.. sigh..

the flag-bearer job is realli cheapo labour.. its some int'l event where 40 countries' reps will come n it involves the ministry of defence etc.. email says one session around 2-3 hours n each session $10.. but yest n tdy both lasted for 4 hrs!! n no increase in pay.. @#$%.. den stay there for so long cos the stupid organizer n the choreographer had differences in opinions n we need to keep changing the format.. stupid man

yest reached there den waited for 1/2 hr b4 the thing started.. i tout i was late n rushed like siao.. -__-.. somemore the place is almost at the other end of expo from the mrt.. so the person assigned according to the namelist.. i got the indonesian flag.. after tat they want 1 guy 1 girl alternate so i got changed to france.. den go collect flag lor.. dun have mine cos the france flag haven arrived!! sian lar everybody got their flag except mi.. den i juz took the remaining flags.. south africa.. den after tat its waste time waiting for the choreographer to c which position looks nicer etc.. kept changing his mind.. after tat trial finished liao den the stupid organizer came n hiam this hiam tat n almost the whole thing changed.. i wonder if he got so mani ideas of his own den wat for he ask the choreographer to do.. waste our time.. n its v tiring holding the flag n walking around leh.. imagine walking nth times from outside the door to inside the hall n walking up on stage n walk one round the hall den muz stand n wait for the minister to make his speech etc.. n he asked us to hold the flag with hands at arm level 90 deg den muz walk smart etc.. when finally reached the last part liao den he say the heights not nice.. want mountain shape where the tallest stand in the middle.. so its rearranging again n this time i got qatar flag.. by the time they say we can go its 10pm oredi.. siao.. n some ppl were asking for a pay raise cos its too low n some even went to buy khaki pants cos initially the person says need to wear khakis.. i wonder wats wrong with them lor.. if i dun have i rather dun take the job.. spend $40+ when u oni earn $60..

den tdy its rehearse again lor.. made us stay back until 2pm without lunch.. n theres a reception lunch outside for the officials.. so cruel of them.. dun let us eat n still put the food there to tempt us.. den again the organizer changed the format like how we shld stand n when we shld lower our flags etc.. v stupid.. at first say when he call the country's name den we will walk up stage n pause in the centre briefly den walk down.. after tat say no time n we juz walk to centre n dun pause.. after tat change back again.. stupid lor.. waste our time walking here n there when they cant make up their minds.. n the stupid shoes is vvvv painful.. the person-in-charge went to tell the organizer we want to increase the pay but the organizer like refusing n stuff like tat.. if they want cheap n smart labour den they shld ask their nsmen to hold the flags wat.. sure do smarter than us n mayb its free oso..

so after 2 days of "exercise" my body is aching n tmr have to go at 8am when the thing starts at 9.55!! when i came home in the polo tee they gave mi (cos everybody have to look uniformly dressed) my mum asked mi wats tat.. told her i doing part time for a few days.. she said wah oni a few days n they give u polo tee.. 赚到了.. -___-"".. ya rite their polo tee is v hard to 赚.. hopefully tmr the person-in-charge can bargain n increase our pay.. he was saying he will try to get us lunch money for tdy but no guarantee.. -___-""

these few days i totally abandoned my blog.. haa.. cos i oni feel like complaining abt feeling sian blahblahblah..
yest my fren intro mi another lobang.. go some ceremony n b a flag holder.. quite fei but since she going n its easy money n its oni for 3 days so i applied lor.. at least dun have to stone at home n get scolded by my mum for staying at home the whole day.. haa.. tats how bad it is.. sounds ridiculous but i actually get scolded for not going out n staying at home the whole day..
den yest i went on a job-hunting spree.. surfed those companies' websites which i can name of n checked out their careers.. of cos all not suitable lor.. den i juz dumped my resume into their database n wait for them to contact mi on ani suitable jobs.. think its highly unlikely tat they will contact mi cos its been one mth since i dumped my resume into the singtel website liao.. but aniway at least i tried my best.. haa
so like i said b4.. these few days is search for jobs in the morn den watch anime the whole day.. was telling my cousin yest how my laptop is on from 8am to 10pm.. juz like a employee working full day plus OT.. lol.. so far my record is 73 eps of hikaru, 26 eps of gundam seed, 28 eps of bleach n 2 movies for abt 2 wks.. n i still got 1 movie 1 tvb serial n 1 entire series of anime waiting.. can watch until i siao..

something unusual happened this morn.. a crow was actually inside the bus flying around.. boarded the bus n wanted to sit on the seat when the crow flew on it n urinated on it.. -__-".. den the seat behind it had its poo on it.. luckily it "marked" its spot b4 i sat on it otherwise i wld have hit the jackpot.. someone told the bus driver tat theres a crow inside the bus but the bus driver juz turned around, din c anithing n juz continued driving.. some kind of service this is.. n the crow was clever enuff to go into hiding.. dunno if they got check the bus b4 driving or not
after tat was a subsequent list of suay stuffs.. came home n saw n email saying tat the exam results will b out on 31st may.. -__-... watched hikaru den realised tat theres a total of 75 eps.. the dvd oni got up to 73.. nvrm i switched to fullmetal alchemist.. oni watched the 1st ep den the dvd got prob n i cant watch the rest of the eps.. sucky dvd.. n my harddisk is abt to max out bcos got parts of anime here n there.. could have burned them into cds but they r lacking in one or two eps to make it into one disc.. esp the initial d.. oni left 1 ep n i can burn into disc oredi but it takes sooo longgg to release one ep.. -__-..

life's been pretty peaceful since tat gu-niang went on 2 wks reservist service.. can use his room for as long as i like.. can watch dvds straight from the disc.. no need to stop my dlds whenever he ask mi to.. but i forgot to off the modem yesterday n got woken up by my mum.. after which i need to stone for sometime b4 i can sleep again.. -__-
these few days its like a pretty standard timetable.. dld, watch hikaru, sis come back, switch comp n watch bleach, eat dinner n watch tv.. but yest i caught the flu bug from her which worsened today.. so much for eating fruits n exercising.. dun think it improved my immune system or watsoever.. still catch diseases so easily.. had to put up wif the running nose until i cant stand it animore n popped 2 pills.. cured the nose instantly but den the whole afternoon i was feeling groggy n had to watch anime wif half-opened eyes.. lol
kind of enjoying this kind of slacking lifestyle but den dun think can last for long.. not tat i can find a job soon.. its my mum lor.. sent out a few resumes but so far no replies yet.. think i need to boost up the resume n boast more abt my "achievements"..

by rite tdy morn supposed to go swimming but i overslept so end up nvr go.. which is lucky cos the moment i on the comp in the morn i rcved an email from my fren.. he asked mi to go to sch in the morn if i need him to sign the reference letter.. so off i went to sch.. went to my hyp lab to print but the printer down.. -__-.. so i printed to the nearest lab which is at another building n went to his office to get it signed.. he briefly looked thru den he said i nvr include his contact details.. -__-.. but nvrm cos he gave mi 2 namecards to attach.. so i thanked him n went to the lab to scan those rubbishy results n eca records.. i still think its kind of weird asking him to write a reference letter for mi..
the second lab tat i went to was even worse.. the printer was missing.. so i printed to another lab again.. this time the printer was too smart n printed double-sided when i wanted to print single-sided.. stupid printer kei kiang.. everytime i want to print powerpoint wif 6 slides in 1 page n double-sided den it will come out 1 big slide 1 page n single-sided.. while i was scanning the stuff halfway my hp rang n its was so maluating cos i nvr switched to silent mode n the entire lab can hear my hp.. again i assumed tat nobody will call mi n once again it proved mi wrong.. -__-.. its my fren asking mi wat i want to eat so her fren can help mi da bao..
finished with my business den went to meet my fren for lunch.. she intro mi a lobang but its quite irregular n it lasts until mid june.. dunno wat to do if i find a job b4 then.. mayb i wont b so lucky to find a job so fast.. haha.. after lunch den stayed there for a while n chat again b4 i came back home..

tdy im sooo thick-skinned.. i emailed my hyp sup n my fren evaluator requesting for reference letters.. my sup replied promptly n said yes but it wont b gd so it wld b gd if i can find another referee.. sooo humiliating.. but since its thru email i juz bochup her.. c how thick-skinned i can get.. after tat my fren replied mi oso n said yes but i have to write the reference letter myself first den he edit for mi n sign.. :( .. so i searched online for some sample reference letters n wrote a v bhb reference letter for myself.. oni den did i realise tat actually i nvr took ani course under him so its pretty hard for him to write mi a letter cos he cant comment on my results or how i "performed" while doing proj etc..

after tat since i oredi lost face by asking my sup i juz 一不做二不休 n emailed my prev employer asking for reference letter oso.. its vvvv weird cos i worked for him like 4 yrs ago n i think he knew i was eating snake while working.. but i got do my work seriously when theres work.. haha.. luckily he was nice n agreed oso but i have to write my own letter.. *again*.. so i wrote another bhb letter.. cant stand myself man..

snoped around my bro's collection of anime n discovered that he actually burned all the hikaru anime on dvd liao.. so i watched anime for the entire day.. *shiok*

fingers hurting now so shant blog too long.. aniway nthing much to write oso.. haha
yest trip to tm was as usual.. toke crap eat walk around aimlessly n watch two childish ppl "比试武功" on the bus..
den tdy was marathon again.. the record for tdy is 3 drama eps 3 anime eps n 1 movie.. wish i have an extra pair of eyes for alternate use den my eyes wont get so tired.. the entire afternoon was spent on unplucking the seams of my jeans.. shld have juz ripped open the stupid jeans.. accidentally poked my finger n lost one drop of blood.. tats the price to pay for vanity..
think tmr will b pretty much the same.. c whether i can break my record for tdy.. mayb the rest of my blogs will b v similar.. alternating between words like sian stonee boring etc.. haha

nowadays a bit sian n lazy to blog liao.. muz have caught the stoning bug from my sis n my fren.. both r professional stoners.. one stone verbally n the other stone in person..
yest was tat time of the mth again.. the movie event at rc.. dun 想歪歪.. last wk i pang sei them den yest my sis pang sei us.. at first i tout its 8 so i dilly-dally n watch anime.. who noes he oni smsed mi at around 6.30 to say tat the harry potter movie starts at 7.. -__-".. aniway since i confirmed late oredi cos my mum haven start cooking yet so i juz took my own sweet time n missed 40 min of the show.. by rite shld miss around 35 min oni but i missed one busstop cos it was dark n i wasnt familiar with the route.. -_-.. so reach liao watch movie but wasnt realli focusing cos half the time ah ma was toking crap oni n the movie was a bit muffled.. surprisingly there werent mani ppl there as compared to tat time we watched the incredibles..
the movie ended quite early around 9.. den we stood around n i heard him narrate his dramatic life story which is quite incredible.. wat with the near drowning incident.. the operation.. the fall down the escalator n the car accident.. O.O.. mayb hes some cat reincarnated n got nine lives.. nine minus four so he still got five lives left.. lol
later going tm gai gai.. which is a bit late but nvrm cos tmr public hol.. actually for mi everyday will b public hol until i get a job.. haha