finally everything's over.. the funeral.. the jap test.. the funeral wake realli drains away all the energy.. luckily everybody kind of got over it so it wasnt so much of a drain emotionally

sat went down to uncle's house to receive ah zor's body.. the impact of seeing her body wrapped up is quite huge.. almost everybody broke down.. saddening to think tat a person we juz saw a few days ago lying there lifeless.. they helped to dress her n do makeup.. den we spent two days folding incense papers n performing rites at nite.. the rites took abt one hour.. v tiring to kneel down n stand up mani times.. den need to walk in circles n do mani stuffs repeatedly.. but no complaints cos its all for her sake

den mon spent the whole day at home studying jap.. study until sian.. luckily the test was quite ok.. hope can pass.. managed to reach in time for the rites.. stuffed the big paper house wif all the incense papers which we folded over the past two days.. after tat set it ablaze.. the heat was overwhelming.. think someone called the police to complain abt the fire or something cos the police came over to ask.. think they showed them the permit n the case was closed

stayed over the nite at uncle's house n woke up early morn to perform the last rites.. saw her for the last time b4 the coffin was closed.. den we walked behind the van for a distance of abt 2 busstops.. after tat went down to the crematorium to cremate her.. haiz..

still nt finished.. went to another temple to perform rites.. after tat went back to rest for a while b4 going back to the crematorium to pick her bones.. the bones were surprisingly few.. everybody put one piece of her bone into the urn n den we went to place her in her new "home".. tout its over but still need to travel to another temple to pray b4 going home.. by the time we finished everything it was oredi late afternoon

so now finally life's back to normal.. took 2 days leave.. but came back oni to receive the agent's email saying tat they using earned leave system n i oni earned 1 day leave for last mth so the other leave is considered as no pay leave.. @#$@#$.. ppl still envy i earning high pay when the benefits of a contractor is much much lesser than perm staff.. dun even have compassionate leave

feeling kind of tu lan these few days.. think those who suffered under my attitudeness muz have realised.. but heck care.. either its my prob or theirs.. juz feel pissed wif them.. some ppl noe abt the funeral yet nvr expressed concern.. the rest juz so "yao gui" over my high salary.. tat kpo fren of mine oredi got moe contract n initially was happi.. until i got the job n when he kpo-ed abt the rest n i told him my fren is joining mi this fri den he asked if i can intro him in.. basket.. juz want to join cos the salary is high.. initially toke abt how gd moe is.. now c i earn higher than him den want to break contract.. cant b bothered wif him.. dun understand y ppl make a big fuss over the money n keep harping on it.. ok forget it.. its juz my prob.. sometimes juz feel like blocking these ppl on msn.. make msn-ing such a pain

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