my great grandma passed away this afternoon.. nt sure abt the details cos i was at work..

she was admitted to hospital a few days ago cos she had a fall n broke her arm.. on tues afternoon they suddenly said she was in critical condition.. breathless n kept panting.. toke gibberish stuff like going to heaven to eat.. but after tat they say shes fine.. den we whole family went down to visit her.. saw her quite weak n frail.. den they ask her if she noe who we are.. she recognized me n my mum but forgot abt my sis n bro's names.. my mum said mayb cos previously she was worried abt my jobhunt so she remembered me easily.. to think tat i used to grumble whenever she called.. cos shes a bit hard of hearing so everytime when she call n i pick up the phone den she will hang up cos she tout nobody pick up the phone.. den each of us took turns to hold her hand.. quite warm.. duno wat to say to her cos nt v close to her.. usually juz greet her smile smile den go off n do other stuffs.. after tat we juz hanged around watching tv n do some catching up wif my aunt.. when we left she looked v tired n sleepy.. din expect it to b the last time we see her..

den this morn my sis said shes in ICU.. tout she will b ok juz like tuesday tat time.. whole day at work din rcve any news.. came back den sis said she passed away.. mum said she had a heart attack.. couldnt catch her breath.. but still managed to hold through n took a look at everybody b4 passing away.. almost everybody was there by her side.. my father said tues was 回光返照 cos she suddenly well again..

she passed away juz one day b4 my bdae.. so tmr wont b "celeb" bdae.. at least i din intend to celeb aniway.. juz tout of going shopping.. but tmr n sun need to go n attend to the funeral arrangements.. hopefully these few days my jap preparation is enuff to pass the qualifying test on mon..

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