today my pm complained abt my program and i toke back at him. later my colleague told me she got shocked cos i sound rather fierce. lol. i oso noticed another colleague looking at me in awe when i toke back. duno if it's a gd thing or bad thing. gd as in they saw another side of me, n bad as in it shows im not v professional. sigh. nowadays the work is getting more n more, n everybody is starting to become rather pek chek. work halfway den ppl come n interrupt with more work, or time is wasted on attending day-long meetings. from the way other colleagues say, it seems it won't be long before we start to ot longer n longer. zzzzzzz

still got one mth more b4 my wedding, yet we still need to wait before we can confirm the bookings for some stuffs. from facebook pics, it seems like a lot of ppl r getting married during this period. the downside is ppl tend to compare us with other frens who have married, e.g. "so-and-so bought a house near mrt. v convenient v worth leh! she spent 30k on reno, v nice. bought a 1.2k fridge blahblahblah". have to learn how to listen to this gossip n tune it out, n at the same time b more discreet n dun let these ppl noe too much, lest we become the target of gossip behind our backs. everybody seems to keep asking the same few qns, like how much is ur flat, how much u spend on reno etc etc. n then there will b 2 extreme camps of ppl, 1 who will think we got our flat at a bargain, n the other will think we overpaid for the flat. i have given up trying to justify our buy to these ppl. wats the pt? n den there r still naive ppl who ask us y we dun buy new flats. sigh. mayb after the wedding den ppl will start passing comments abt how boring the dinner was, then start comparing who give birth first blahblahblah. bochup..