Wednesday, September 28, 2005
feeling stupid
my fren asked mi y i nvr call the co near my house to ask instead of juz emailing the person.. i tout calling the person is a bit too intrusive cos everything is thru email.. den i called the person n asked.. only to realise that he still haven made his choice n the latest is by this wk.. -___-.. im supposed to go tmr to sign contract wif the other co lor.. den stupid mi nvr tout of telling him i got job offer so tat i can request him to make his choice faster.. after tat my frens said the same thing den i realised.. -__-.. so i waited after lunch den called lor.. the person not around.. @#$#@$.. the gal who picked up the phone said she will pass my msg to him.. if she forgets den tats it lor
during lunch i told my colleague abt the jobs.. den she said postpone the contract to fri n bluff the person i got sth urgent lor.. if by fri still no news den no choice liao.. or i can sign first den wait till the person confirm den i quit.. haa siao lor tats so bad n scarcely need compensation.. by rite small co shld take even lesser time to decide since they dun need to go thru hr n all tat.. yalor mayb they juz using mi as backup n want to wait until their guy or gal sign the contract den reject mi.. =.=
later on i think use sth urgent as excuse a bit risky.. scarcely she ask wats the thing den i dunno wat to ans oso.. so ended up i called the person n arranged to sign the contract tmr afternoon wif the intention of calling tmr morn n say i LS or sth.. who noes the person sounded so casual as if the contract can be signed anitime like tat.. walao i think i pushing myself into deeper shit.. mayb shld have juz said i going down on fri instead of going one big round n telling lies.. sian liao i think mayb the pimple on my nose will grow bigger (modern version of pinocchio)
my fren say i so gd got choices.. like real man.. the co nvr even cfm want mi.. n its juz a "choice" between 2 below market-rate jobs.. sometimes got choice oso not gd.. scared will make the wrong choice den wonder y i so stupid to reject the other one.. argh feeling vexed
meanwhile the woman asked mi to clear the papers on my table into boxes den she saw the boots below my table.. she asked if i got wear b4 or not.. i said no.. den she say dunno can return or not.. -___-.. duno y she so niao one.. its not even her money.. everytime ask her sign timesheet she muz scrutinize n double check the days tat i took leave.. den now i cant even take the boots home..
asked mi to shred 2 boxes of paper.. tat TWO boxes took mi 2 hrs to shred.. n tats ignoring the woman's instructions to remove the staples.. if i remove all i think i will need to do OT juz to shred the papers.. stupid man i wonder y go to the trouble of shredding the papers when i can juz simply dump them into the rubbish bag.. not even confidential info or wat
finished liao den i took the chocs to my boss's room n gave to him.. he said by rite shld b they buying stuff for mi.. yalor.. haa. den ask mi if i got job n said its gd tat i found a job related to my studies.. duno how to reply.. haa.. aniway nvr toke to him during work so its a bit weird toking to him oso
after tat distribute chocs to colleagues like santa claus.. some quite surprised.. expected lor.. i a bit paiseh oso.. cant imagine if i give them the "looks-high-class" chocs.. i told my mum tat one sure cannot n she say i niao.. -__-".. told woman cos c other ppl last day give choc den i oso give lor.. do as the romans do.. haa.. but i realised i left out one pack of choc for the last colleague which is the one who tried to find mi a job.. -_____________-.. stupid mi.. luckily he on leave so not tat malu.. n luckily i gave everybody 2 diff chocs so at least he got 1.. haha
wait for time to go home.. den woman give mi one present.. said its a image of the co.. haa.. nt bad lor quite nice.. small metal plaque with the image of the co a bit protruding out.. dunno how to describe oso.. den time to go home n woman duno go where.. so i bidded everyone gd bye n shook hands n rcved their best wishes n absconded wif the boots.. haha..
thinking how to bluff the person tmr.. how does one sound when LS-ing? juz say i'm sick or i got diarrhoea cos tdy i so happi tat i signing contract tmr so i celeb wif my frens n ate sth wrong? or mayb call the person while im in toilet n flush it so tat she can hear? haa.. 烦啊.. y i so stoopid..
Woof! Woof! @ 7:32 PM
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