too much to take in today.. first theres the announcement tat my team going to dissolve nxt yr n the 2 new projs offered dun look v appealing.. one is gd in proj mgmt but not v gd in technical work.. the other one is opposite, lousy in proj mgmt but technical work ok.. so which one to choose? im thinking of choosing the better proj mgmt one.. hopefully not much ot.. sigh.. spoil my hols thinking abt the choice to make

received the jlpt exam details.. walao eh! exam venue at west coast! i was expecting it to b either near changi or bugis.. somemore its in the afternoon.. win liao lor my whole sunday gone.. aniway at least dun need to wake up so early to travel to the west.. but den the tout of having exam in the afternoon is damn sian.. feel sleepy n somemore got time to study in the morning.. ya i hate having time to study in the morning.. cos if u dun study u feel v inadequate.. but the more u study the more u realise u duno.. so i rather have the exam in the morning where u wake up fresh n if u dun do well at least u wont feel so bad cos there is no time to study in the morning.. hahaha. self-deception..

communication is a v tiring thing.. sometimes u want to discuss properly den ppl try to b funny.. sometimes ppl dun get ur point n toke off tangent.. sometimes wat u want is different from wat other ppl want n u duno how to compromise.. sian. n the phrase "放下心中的大石" is quite apt.. cos i realli feel like got one big stone in my heart now.. a bit diff to breathe.. haha. n studies show tat women who dun toke out their frustations r more prone to heart attacks.. so i must throw out the big stone using this blog.. heck care wat ppl think.. just complain n complain.. kpkb better than having heart attack.. haha

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